Day 16: A song that you used to love but now hate…
(gag)
I have so much anger from the stuff in my past. And stuff like this just brings all of it back. Makes me want to throw up. I seriously need to get past all this or it will drive me insane. Each one of these songs has a meaning to me and it pissed me off. Why can’t I just live a normal life like before without any thoughts of who or what happened to me. Wasn’t looking over my shoulder to watch…Wasn’t paranoid about every little thing. I have a scar and it still hurts sometimes. I know it will heal one day, but it is still tender.
